HOW AN INSECURE PERSON GAINED CONFIDENCE TO CHALLENGE THE BIG WORLD
Hi my name is Randeep but most people call me Randy. I was born in London, England, in 1996.
Throughout my school years I was always that fat ass loser that got bullied, as you can imagine it was hard to get attention from girls haha! Never really had the balls to talk to them either :’D
All I did as a kid was go to school, come home and play video games. As you can probably tell I am a hardcore gamer. It’s something about video games that allows me to leave this world and enter another.
I’d had always dreamt of my life being as joyful as these made up story mode games were. When I wasn’t able to convince my parents to buy me a game I would skip lunch at school everyday for a couple of weeks to save some money.
I am currently living with my mum and dad. I have a brother and a sister that are also living in the same house. I have some great cousins. A lot of my family members never really got along with my parents so I have a pretty small family.
I have a lot of friends but the main ones result in a small circle. You know the ones that are close are treated like family and you know will be with you long term.
Although I have experienced some ups and downs with them, I guess were all human and you have to be strong enough to forgive no matter how hard it can be.
I’ve always believed that the 4 most important things in life are family, love, success and freedom.
Sounds kinda cheesy but family(friends) and love is all i need. Having love and support whether it’s from your partner, friends or family, allows you to become a successful person.
It was only until I was 18 when I got my first job that I started to realise how money works.
Throwback to working in retail
Up until that point all I had to do was ask my parents for anything that I wanted and I got it… most of the time.
So having to buy my own stuff and not having a clue on how to save money it really was a wake up call. I’d had wasted all my money. Giving into a lot of these fake adverts about making a profit when investing.
This resulted in scammers taking all my money.
At least I learnt my lesson. I don’t really think it was such a bad thing because it made me realise that I don’t have to be stuck in at a dead end job and be fixed on a less than average salary.
I know it’s not surprising but I was trying to find out on different ways of getting rich. But even then I was being a normal kid and wasn’t really doing anything about it.
To be honest I couldn’t even handle a little bit of money so you’d think that I’d never really get there. This is true because you need money to make money.
Anyway with that being said I was working in retail for another couple of years and was too lazy to even do anything about it.
I think the majority of you know the feeling of waking up and not looking forward to work and your whole day is wasted because you only have an hour or so to spare before you hit the sack.
Although what I did enjoy about these experiences was having great colleagues. I guess the environment was always satisfying knowing that you have amazing friends by your side.
House parties and dinners with my good old colleagues
I didn’t really know what I was doing with my life to be honest with you. Going out every night and getting drunk with mates…wasting all the money I earned.
What I used to do nearly every night of the week
Yh it had it’s moments but once it was over i’d be back into reality and I knew I wasn’t getting any younger so I didn’t want to waste my years not making anything of myself.
It’s hard to explain why i was unhappy with my life. I guess at times I felt like i had no support because I’d had bad experiences with fake people.
You want to believe that you are close with certain friends but then there are times where it’s every man for himself.
I guess not being appreciated for what i did for people and never getting anything in return made me want change.
This motivated me to make something of myself. I didn’t know exactly what it was that i wanted to be but I wanted to be successful whatever it was.
Making something of myself wasn’t just about the money for me. I wanted to be more than that.
Helping others that aren’t living a happy life and had gone through bad experiences like me was and still is my goal.
I came across affiliate marketing.
Knowing that I could be my own boss and work from home whenever I wanted got me excited.
I felt excited because I had the opportunity to stop messing around and find happiness.
Having the opportunity to follow my ambition is what I had always wanted.
if you’re tired of not living the life you really want; then do what I did and take action.
At least explore the possibilities and you may get a cleaner insight as to why I have chosen this path.